WITHOUT WORDS FANFIC PART 3 (KIBUM + KEVIN) KEMARU.
PAIRING: KEMARU (Kevin and Kibum)
GENRE: Romance, Drama
THE MEMBERS WERE ALARMED TO THE LOUD THUD SOUND THEY HEARD,
Is it possible Kevin collapsed or something? Its possible because he can’t control his feelings. The words said by Kibum hurts to much. It was unexpected to him. Kibum getting engaged? He thought they have the same feelings for each other.
"KEVIN! What happened? Open the door!". Kibum shouted face to face with the door. Knocking and pounding the door but still Kevin doesn’t answer.
"KEVIN! ARE YOU ALRIGHT?! ANSWER US KEVIN!". The members are all worried to what happened. They are forced to destroy the door just to open it.
And there, They saw Kevin lying down on the floor. He’s pale like a corpse. Its absolutely he can’t control his feelings that’s why he fainted.
The members rushed to Kevin but, Kibum was faster. He carried Kevin to his side.
"Kevin, Kevin! Please wake up!" Kibum was already worried.
He starts sobbing because he felt guilty to what he did.
"Kevin please! Don’t be like that. Wake up! I’m sorry!". Kibum talked to Kevin again.
But still there was no answer. Then suddenly..
"KIBUM! IS THAT BLOOD?! IS THAT BLOOD ON KEVIN’S WRIST?!" Dong Ho shouted.
KEVIN COMMITTED SUICIDE. Kibum didn’t even noticed that Kevin was holding a knife in his right hand. He’s too preoccupied of waking up Kevin to see it.
Blood rushed down to Kevin’s wrist. He’s becoming more paler than ever.
"What are you waiting for Hyung?! Let’s bring him to the hospital". Dong Ho shouted already because all of them are mesmerized on the situation.
"I’ll call the ambulance!". Xander offered.
Before Xander reached the telephone line, Kibum was already running to go outside. To go to the hospital while carrying Kevin. He can’t wait for the ambulance to come. Kevin needs immediate medication or else he’ll die. He’ll die because he lost blood too much.
Kevin was putted on a stretcher, still unconscious and was brought to the emergency room.
Kibum was left outside the waiting room. Still crying for what he did. He didn’t know that this will happen.
It was so unexpected.
After a couple of hours, The other 5 members came.
"HYUUUUUNNNGGG-AHHH!" Dong ho rushed to Kibum and hugged him. His voice sounded like he’s about to cry.
"Is Kevin-Hyung alright?". Dong ho asked.
"I still don’t know."
"You should have told him the truth while its early." Xander said.
"I didn’t know this was suppose to happen! Stop blaming me!". Kibum exclaimed.
" No. I’m not blaming you. I’m making you feel guilty. Yes, You heard that right. I’m making you feel guilty in this situation. With Kevin.”
Kibum didn’t answer Xander’s explanation.
"Can I ask you something?". Xander interrogated.
Still. Kibum didn’t answer.
"You know Kevin loves you right?"
"Yes. I do understand him because we’re together like forever. But I’m straight and he’s not. That’s why I secretly dated Younha and proposed to her a while ago. You guys know that right? But Kevin didn’t.".
" I don’t know what to say. Its up to you." Xander said. Ending the conversation.
The boys patiently waited for the doctor to come out. but suddenly, Kibum’s phone rang.
"Its Younha. I just need to take this." Kibum walked outside to talk with Younha.
"Hey. I’m kinda in a situation now so I can’t talk." "WHAAAAAT? You want to be married tomorrow?!" "WHHHHHYYYY? Why so early. I told you. I’m in a situation now." "Fine. Tomorrow. 10am. Don’t be sad. I love you dear."
Kibum didn’t know that sneaky Kiseop was listening to his conversation with his Fiance and soon to be wife.
Kibum goes back to the waiting room and saw that the doctor was already talking to the other members.
" So what happened to Kevin?". Kibum said.
" He’s gonna be unconscious for 2 days". Soohyun explained. Worried.
"Ohh. Okay. So I have a problem." Kibum told them.
The others waited for Kibum’s explanation.
"Younha wants to get married tomorrow."
The other members were shocked to what Kibum said. It can’t be tomorrow. They need to take care of Kevin.
"AND YOU AGREED TO HER?!" Kiseop shouted.
"DO YOU HONESTLY KNOW WHAT YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT?! YOU CARED FOR KEVIN THE MOST. AND NOW, YOU’RE GONNA LEAVE HIM STILL UNCONSCIOUS WITHOUT KNOWING YOU’RE GETTING MARRIED!?"
" Its Younha. I can’t say no to her."
" You’re not the Kibum I know anymore." Kiseop said walking to Kevin’s room.
It seems that Kiseop is more concerned to Kevin than Kibum now. A couple of hours passed. the other members goes home with Kibum. Kiseop was left taking care of Kevin.
The sun striking through the window woke Kiseop. He immediately looked at Kevin and see him still unconscious.
Kiseop’s phone rang.
"Hello Hyung?" Dong ho was on the line.
"We’re going now to Kibum’s wedding. You wanna go?"
"No. I think what am I doing is more important."
Kiseop ended the conversation. And sttod there beside Kevin. Waiting for him to wake up.
"K-k-k-k- Kibum h-h-h-yung?".
"KEVIN! You’re awake! Are you alright?"
"K-k-k-k- Kibum h-h-h-yung?".
"He’s not here. He won’t be anymore."
Kevin didn’t spoke up again. Instead, Tears ran down his eyes again.
"Kiseop Hyung? Please. I need you to do me a favor." Kevin said looking straight at Kiseop’s eyes.
"Yes? What is that?".
"Please go to Kibum. And tell him, I would love him forever even though he does not. Tell him I will stood by his side everytime. No matter what he wants. I will always support him. And tell him, if ever I bid goodbye, I will always be peaceful.”
"hey! Don’t say that! You’re not gonna bid us goodbye! I just need to make sure you’re okay before I leave you.".
"Don’t worry. I’m okay now. Please tell him."
Before Kiseop goes out to the door. Kevin called out for the last time.
Without words fanfic Part 2 (Kibum + Kevin) KEMARU.
PAIRING: KEMARU (Kevin and Kibum)
GENRE: Romance, Drama
Kibum left us hanging on what he will do to Kevin. Kevin was easy to get. Easy to manipulate. Poor Kevin. I hope you don’t get harassed,
“Now close your eyes”. Kibum said to Kevin while they were lying down. “Why do I need to even close my eyes?” Kevin asked.
At that moment. Kibum didn’t even answer. It was all just a silence.
“Hyung! i’m talking to you!” Kevin insisted that Kibum should answer him.
“Ohh. I’m sorry. I was just occupied”.
“What’s with you? It seems like you’re thinking of something deeply. Like a problem maybe”. kevin said.
“No its nothing. What was that you’re asking again?”
“I said, Why do I even need to close my eyes?”. Kevin asked yet again.
” Its because, I want you to cherish this moment. Like forever. I want you to remember that We share something special. That even when the time comes that I have to leave you, You will always remember that I love you.” Kibum said it intimately to Kevin. Leaning forward to Kevin’s face. While lying down facing each other.
Kevin was preoccupied by what Kibum is doing. Kibum, Whose already tempted to kiss Kevin on his soft red lips controlled his self and stop the commotion with him.
“What, You don’t want me anymore Hyung?”
“Its not that I don’t want you anymore but I need to think of something.”
Kibum suddenly, Goes out of the door and leave Kevin lying down on his bed.
He couldn’t chase Kibum down becuase he believes that it would be worse if he will do it.
So, He waited for his mind to calm down. He’s always thinking of his Hyung. Ever since they were in Xing,
He had a secret crush on him. But, Not unlike now, That Kibum also confessed his feelings for him.
So he decided to go to the living room where the other members are playing, watching or chatting. Just to delight themselves.
“Hey what’s with your sweetheart? He goes out to the door like you’ve been in a fight or something”. Eli teased Kevin.
“HEY! Stop it. You’re not helping!”. Kevin exclaimed.
The members were all shocked on Kevin’s actions. It is not the old Kevin. Its a new thing for them.
Kevin just sat down there with the other members. Then suddenly, Xander sat beside him.
“Can I talk to you?” Xander said.
“Sure. Hmm, What is it about?” Kevin asked.
“Do you have feelings for Kibum?” Xander asked without warning.
Kevin turned red. Not sure if he shall confess to Xander. He thought that if he will tell the truth, Kibum might be mad at him.
“Its okay for us Kevin. We know how long you and Kibum have been together. There’s nothing wrong with that. We’ll just accept it.” Xander explained.
“No Hyung! I don’t have feelings for him”.
“Well, Okay. Even if you lie I know the truth. And be careful. You might get hurt” Xander said that and swiftly go to the kitchen to prepare their food.
The words Xander said to Kevin leave him perplexed. What does Xander know? Does the other members knew it too? Well. Kevin didn’t spend time thinking about that. He needs to think where the hell Kibum is now?
Kevin really felt the urge to search for Kibum. So he told goodbye to the other members.
“You sure you wanted to go alone only Hyung? I can accompany you”. Dong ho Said to Kevin.
“No, I’m fine. Don’t mind me. I can find him easy enough.”
Kevin spent hours walking to search for his hyung. But he’s still nowhere to be found. Its almost sunset and he didn’t even ate 2 meals for today just to find his Hyung.
Kevin felt a vibration on his pocket and saw that Xander was calling him.
“Kevin! You need to go home already, Kibum is home. No need to search for him”.
Kevin shut his phone with disbelief. He knows there’s a problem. He can read Kibum’s actions. He can tell there’s a problem.
Kevin immediately went home because he wants to see Kibum’s face.
When he entered the door, The other members told him to go directly to Kibum’s room.
“Come in Kevin.” Kibum said.
“What’s wrong? You’re making me kinda worried.” Kevin asked
“I think, What we did earlier, IS EXTREMELY WRONG “.
At that moment, Kevin was confused on what is happening . HE THOUGHT KIBUM WANTS HIM. HE THOUGHT THEY HAVE THE SAME FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER.
“What are you talking about Hyung? I thought.. I thought.. I..”
“I’m engaged Kevin. All of the other members knew it. We are very careful not to let you know. I know you might get hurt. I’m so sorry Binnie. Don’t get mad at me”.
Those words hurt in the place of Kevin. He felt he’s stomach twisted like he wants to throw up. There’s also tears coming from his eyes.
Kevin sobbed loudly. He didn’t know what to do. He ran to his own room and closed the door loudly behind him.
” I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU ALL! YOU LIED TO ME!”. Kevin shouted that made all of the other members hear it. Suddenly, A loud thud sound in Kevin’s room alarmed everyone.
(DID SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN TO KEVIN? TUNE IN TO THE NEXT CHAPTER)
Without Words. FAN-FIC. PAIRING: KEMARU (Kevin and Kibum)
PAIRING: KEMARU (Kevin and Kibum)
GENRE: Romance, Drama
THE CROWD CHEERING WAS EXTREMELY LOUD AND WILD. It is because U-Kiss currently performing on today’s episode of MBC’s Music Bank. The boys participated on the taping of the show to be aired the next day. After the performance the boys headed back to the apartment.
INSIDE THE VAN, All of the other members except Kevin and Kibum are already asleep. Kevin was already wondering what’s wrong with his Hyung. Kibum was a little bit awkward for the whole day. With him actually, Not with the other members. He’s not even talking or even glancing at Kevin which is extremely wrong. Very wrong. As they all fell asleep, Kevin just erased the thought that maybe he din something wrong to Kibum.
The sun shining through the window woke Kevin early. Well, Not that early because all the other members are already eating in the dining room.
“Good Morning Hyungs! and Dongsaeng!”. Kevin said.
“Good Morning too Kevin!”. All of them replied to Kevin’s greeting except Kibum who keeps on eating with his face straight that Kevin noticed.
Kevin was already perplexed on what is happening. Why Kibum is like that. Why he doesn’t want to talk to him. Kevin felt his heartbeat rate gone fast.
“Today’s our day off so we will be able to watch Music Bank today”. Eli once again interrupted once again at Kevin thinking.
“Oh… Yeah… Right”. Kevin Replied.
As usual, for the whole day the others just played, watched the television, listened to music and any other hobbies that pleases them. Without knowing, It is already afternoon and the show they all have been waiting for is already airing.
“Hey! Turn on to MBC! Music bank is already starting!”. Xander exclaimed.
Girl groups are performing first before the idol boy groups are on stage which the other boys liked especially Dong Ho who adores Girl Groups that much.
“Hey! Here we come! We will be next! Woohoo!”. Soohyun said with excitement.
Then suddenly, Kibum goes to his bedroom closing the doors behind him loudly which means his angry.
“Hey Kevin! What’s wrong with Kibum Hyung?”. Dongho asked.
“I don’t know! He doesn’t even talk to me! He doesn’t even look at me! HE DOESN’T EVEN WANT ME!”. Kevin suddenly shouted when he couldn’t control his temper anymore.
“Whoa, Whoa. Slow down there young man. Let’s just enjoy our performance from last night okay?”. Eli said to make things right.
Kevin obeyed his hyung to be calm and just enjoy the performance.
While watching, Kevin noticed something. Something ridiculously wrong for Kibum’s place. Something good for him. And something unexpected between their relationship.
He noticed that Kibum was only looking at him for the whole entire performance! Kevin became perplexed and didn’t know what to do. He rushed to their bedroom and saw his hyung lying down on the bed. Looking frustrated and confused.
Kevin locked the door when he entered. Though he’s not that ‘fully-inside’ the room and close to Kibum. He started to talk.
“Kibum Hyung… What’s wrong? With you? With us?”. Kevin asked sounding so desperate.
” I don’t know. Don’t speak”. Kibum answered immediately without looking at Kevin.
Kevin cannot control his temper anymore and bursted out with madness.
“WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! WHY ARE YOU NOT TALKING TO ME?! I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF I DID SOMETHING WRONG! I WANT YOU HYUNG! I CANNOT BEAR THIS…THIS… THIS SITUATION WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU! I’M REALLY HURT.”
— Kibum didn’t answer.
“I guess its better if I’ll just go out and leave. You’ll never gonna see me again. Mianhae(sorry), I….L_L-L…”. Before Kevin goes out with tears in his eyes sounding so depressed and hurt….
“Love you”. Kibum finished Kevin’s sentence while rushing to get Kevin’s hand to prevent him from getting out. Pulling him closer and closer until they touched each other’s nose.
” I can’t understand Hyung, I thought you didn’t want me?” Kevin questioned with the momentum of blushing.
” I want you more than anything Kevin.” Kibum answered while holding Kevin so close and looking straight into his eye with passion.
” Then why didn’t you even talk to me?”.
” Its because.. I’m kinda confused. If it is okay to show this kind of feeling to you.”. Kibum said.
At that moment, Kevin felt the love his hyung was showing all the time. He blushed because he knew that Kibum also had feelings for him.
Kibum kissed Kevin on the lips while their eyelids fluttered. A long-sweet-kiss Kibum gave to Kevin. They are too close at that time. Kevin wants more of this. He’s longing for like forever for this to happen.
“I’m sorry if I didn’t know you will get hurt”. Kibum aplogized.
“I’m sorry too if I didn’t know what you are feeling. I didn’t know you’re only looking at me when we are performing.”. Kevin answered. And this time Kevin is the one who leaned forward to kiss Kibum’s lips.
“Uhhh.. Yeah.. Let’s just lie down on the bed. I’m too tired.” Kibum requested to his dongsaeng. Kibum answered. Too embarrassed to admit that Kevin already knew.
“Why do we even need to lie down?” Kevin question him.
“Wait for it, I know you’ve been longing for this since we both have feelings for each other. just wait and see.”
“Kibum Hyung? I’m not yet ready. And the other members are just out there. They might hear us!”. Kevin answerd.
“Silly boy, I can do anything. TRY ME. ” Kibum said. Immediately pulling Kevin to his lap with a steaming kiss before lying down.
(SEEMS LIKE HYUNG WILL SHOW HIS ‘DEVIL-ISH’ SIDE. POOR KEVIN. YOU MIGHT GET HARASSED.)
THE CROWD CHEERING WAS EXTREMELY LOUD AND WILD. It is because U-Kiss currently performing on today’s episode of MBC’s Music Bank. The boys participated on the taping of the show to be aired the next day. After the…
Xander exhaled a sigh as he stared at the tightly shut door where Kibum disappeared behind, he turned away seeing the other members watching him. He didn’t say a word, Xander only stared back at the five other members who stood dumbfounded at the situation.